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L.Jays Poems
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"All poems written by Louise Jensen, 2005. I hope they bless you."
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What is love? Well, its a beautiful like the dove and is a gift from God above.
There are feelings like comfort and security and if its true, its rich in purity
there is another type, which doesnt get as much hype. God sent his son Jesus but it didnt seem to please us. He wanted
to show us he loves us-some people cant see it but I know he does...
So let me just say what i think love is. Its not just about that hug or kiss,
Its remembering the action of God's son and learning to appreciate the eternal life we have won.
This beautiful writing is copy write so please dont use it for anything besides reading it with your eyes and listing with
your mind with out conferming with the auther about it...we greatly apreiate it...thanx
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Where are the words which i can describe you. What can I say that is totally true? Each time i wanted to say what you meant
to me, I couldnt- i wasnt that couragous you see. You would lie there, always in some sort of pain. Often I wouldnt talk to
you-from this, nothing did you or I gain, there were so many things i wanted to say but before I could find the right words,
our Lord God took you away. I'm not angry at god for doing this because I know you are in everlasting bliss.
I will remember you always for you grace and love- to me you were the perfect example of an angel sent from above.
I'm going to miss you every single day-nothing will ever be quite the same way. What I'm saying is accurate and precise-
I cant wait to join you in pure paradise. I love you so much nanna- your grand daughter, louise.
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In this life, there are two bosses.
From Boss 1, we get blessings. From Boss 2, losses.
Although Boss 1 allows hard times to flow,
it's only see we can learn and to eventually grow.
Boss 2 will tempt you to believing wrong is right
whereas Boss 1 will protect you, both day and night.
Boss 2 delights when you stumble and fall
But Boss 1 wants to hold you- no need to crawl; just call.
Boss 2 knows Boss 1 loves you-
he tried hard to break it; there's nothing he won't do.
But Boss 1 has made it so Boss 2 can't win-
we can still be saved, no matter where we are in our sin.
Listening to both Bosses is very hard
it often leaves us confused, our hearts charred.
So decide right here and now who you will listen to-
the one who destroys, or the one who wants to see you through??
I was into sex, I took hardcore drugs
My best friends were nasty-vicious thugs.
Every day we would steal and lie and cheat;
I was poor and desparate- our opposites were the elite.
I was into alcohol, I was into crime
What I wouldn't do just to get a dime.
I've lived like this since my family kicked me out-
Life was crap- I believed that without a doubt.
Until one day someone said something they insisted weren't lies-
that I was the maker of my own demise.
They said I didn't have to live like this
That I should put an end to my growing abyss.
At first I laughed and said their words were ridiculously meek
they didn't know what they were talking about- they didn't know ME- what cheek!!
I turned away, cursing and grinning-
Fancy trying to tell me everything I did was sinning!
I was ok- didn't need anyone
Especially not someone that person said was God's son!
God hadn't done anything for me-
when I was sad and alone, where was he?!
I was angry, I was torn- I thought there was nothing left for me to learn
Except maybe to find a better way to hide my personal aching burns.
Time past- I grew sadder and sicker;
my fast living and the drugs had taken their toll on my ticker.
As I lay dying, one thought entered my mind;
what else that person had said, their words were so kind....
"The Lord didn't want this to happen any more than you did.
He wanted you to enjoy life, with enthusiasm of that of a little kid.
Stop running and face all of your issues
and let God be the one to wipe your tears with tissues.
For God loves you so much- you're his pride! You're his treasure!
For you to be his, he could find no greater pleasure.
Tell him your thoughts, your hurts and your fears
and ask him to forgive you before all hope disappears."
The thoughts wouldn't leave- they were here to stay.
So as I struggled with each breath, I began to pray.
"God, I don't know you but I've been told you can heal me.
I give up. I give you my heart. Give me lasting love. Please hear my plea."
And with that, I died- my life had come to an end.
It was tragic, as I had abused my life that God did so generously lend.
But nevertheless, I found myself at Heaven's gates, with Jesus looking straight at me;
"Welcome home, my son," He said. "We will live here together, eternally."
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Talking about God can get your ass kicked
And people will do anything to make you feel tricked.
God isn't talked about all that much-
People don't like thinking about Jesus and such.
Looking at the world, you can see all its crap-
there are many snares and lots of traps.
People fall into them all too frequently-
to the point where they believe that's 'all there's gotta be'.
God doesn't cause bad things to occur-
it is ourselves and Satan, the Master of Lure.
If we could just free ourselves and our minds of muck,
God would be to us like water is to a duck.
You've tried everything- its just increased your frown
So give God a go- I promise he won't let you down.
God should be talked about far more often
'Cause it's only through him that our hearts will soften.
Now, for the big finale....
Do you know what love is? Say- I insist.
Ok- there's kisses and cuddles- anything you've missed?
Alright- holding hands, an occassional butterfly feeling;
you're doing well- all these things are very appealing.
All of us want to be loved, given treats-
just seeing your partner, your heart will increase its beats.
If we said we didn't want someone like that in our being,
that's ok for now, but the future is not for our seeing.
Some people say there's no such thing as a 'soul mate'
Believe what you want but here's something to ruminate.
If you are one of those people mentioned above,
why do you cry when warm words are said in love?
This kind of love is beautiful but only when it's true-
not when you're handling it yourself- it will never complete you.
Hugs, kisses and sweet nothings make you feel great; about that, you can't lie
But with no foundations, before you know it, it will die.
It's because were are so desperate to find love
we will take anything without listening to the voice above
saying "slow down," "not him," " she's not for you."
If only we stopped searching, leaving matchmaking to God- its something only He should do.
He wants us to experience a lasting ardour
but left to our own ways, the opposite will inevitably occur.
We don't think about it properly, we don't hesitate-
when we realise love isn't there, we try to add it. But by then, it's too late.
This is called 'lust' and is very destructive.
It wrecks you faith, your trust, your morals- basically, everything.
Sometimes its hard to tell the difference here
but its something you have to learn- the cost is already too dear.
Noone fully understands what love actually means-
integrity, sincerity- noone wants to know. But for sex, we're only too keen.
Trust God to bring the right person onto your path-
'Cause if you do, it will be you who has the last laugh.
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If you want to ask L.Jay about her poems or discuess with her any of your feel free to contact her by E-mail. She is on my
contacts list so feel free to e-mail her...I know she would love to hear from you.
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